Wednesday, December 21, 2005

WTF

I can't take anymore.

What the fuck have I done to deserve this shit? What lessons am I supposed to learn? How much pain do I have to endure?

I can't do it anymore.

Every time I turn around it's something else, it's someone else hurting me.

It's my family. My own blood that sets out to cause me so much pain and WHY? Am I that unlovable? Am I that unwanted?

And some people wonder why I hate myself...

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