I can't take anymore.
What the fuck have I done to deserve this shit? What lessons am I supposed to learn? How much pain do I have to endure?
I can't do it anymore.
Every time I turn around it's something else, it's someone else hurting me.
It's my family. My own blood that sets out to cause me so much pain and WHY? Am I that unlovable? Am I that unwanted?
And some people wonder why I hate myself...