Wednesday, December 07, 2005


I can't keep doing this. I haven't slept since Sunday.

The second I start to fall asleep I am jolted awake by a flashback or nightmare.

It's driving me crazy.

Here it is, 3am and I'm awake, lying in bed typing this. I start work in two hours and I have been awake since Sunday.

I'm calling in sick.

I can't even think straight at this point. Normally I can get a couple hours of sleep per day which is OK, it's just barely enough to get by on, but no sleep since Sunday morning is an entirely different thing.

I don't know what to do anymore. OTC sleeping pills don't work worth a damn, I don't want to get prescription sleeping pills because I don't want to be stuck sleeping while having a nightmare, if that is even possible...

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