My mind will not stop which has been a real nuisance lately. It is incredibly exhausting to be continuously living sexual abuse.
My eyes are puffy with black circles. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was back with my husband and I was a human punching bag again. The exhaustion is getting worse. I want nothing more than sleep. Eight solid hours of sleep would be a Godsend right now. I don't think that is asking too much.
However I do know why I can't sleep. Nightmares. I don't know how to stop them.
I really wish I did.
All I want is sleep.