Accomplishments generally leave a person feeling good, proud of themselves for overcoming their task and completing it.
"Something completed successfully; an achievement"
Granted, yesterday I was proud of myself. I was feeling very brave and strong for having shared the memory. Today however is another story!
The tomorrow I feared is here. I feel weak; I feel like a failure. Exactly where this is emanating from I do not know. Perhaps it is my inner critic taking over. That thought only enforces the feelings of failure. Perhaps I feel weak because I shared. For the first time I truly opened myself to vulnerability and although there were no negative ramifications at the time, I am feeling the effects of being told that I am disgusting and deserving of such treatment. Now this is where it gets nonsensical - no one has told me that. No one except perhaps the inner critic.
I believe the inner critic is winning.