tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17269777.post114261689974055825..comments2023-07-16T06:55:37.559-06:00Comments on Survivor of Rape and Incest: :::::Butterfly in Reversesurvivorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09956175689498041699noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17269777.post-1142722465167871362006-03-18T15:54:00.000-07:002006-03-18T15:54:00.000-07:00Survivor: What you say makes perfect sense to me....Survivor: What you say makes perfect sense to me. I had to work with some powerful songs (and sometimes movies) to help release some of my emotions (esp. anger was hard for me). Maybe your hamster dying has something to do with it. When I had to put my Trusty dog down in November, I was just kinda numb for a while. Isn't one of the grieving stages "denial?" Took me a while to realize he wasMarj aka Thriverhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06825698906631474866noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17269777.post-1142707109558808662006-03-18T11:38:00.000-07:002006-03-18T11:38:00.000-07:00Of course it makes sense, it does to me anyway. I...Of course it makes sense, it does to me anyway. I feel so twisted & fucked up so much of the time b/c I have this overwhelming pain, confusion & sadness buried so deep inside, but I am also so numb to everything - not trusting anyone or anything that passes in front of me. I don't want to feel anything either... I'm deathly afraid that once I let myself feel everything, I won't be able to make The Missing Linkhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03146568750628340760noreply@blogger.com